I’ve learned not to expect to be a certain way or feel something specific, not to try to force my emotions into a rigid structure or timeline. Every day is a blank page, and love dictates how I deal with loss today.
Tag Archives: understanding
Reflection
As time goes by, I realize that this grief is as much about learning myself and my feelings as about trying to fill or cover the hole left by my brother’s passing.
Milestone
I have been spending time daily, grappling with my grief, and not understanding why I feel the way I do. I had a milestone in my understanding, and am amazed at the power of art and the subconscious mind’s ability to work out problems and find the answers that are hidden in our own brain.Continue reading “Milestone”
I Feel You 