Changes

It feels like eons ago that this grief seemed like an overwhelming entity, to now evoking the thought of a teddy bear I feel guilty trying to get rid of. I’m not sure if it got smaller or if I got bigger.

Manageable

For me, grief is like carrying a bunch of individual items. By themselves, they don’t seem overwhelming, and together they are heavy, but if I stay balanced and keep moving, it’s difficult but manageable, mostly.

Work

I’m finding this grief to be hard work. I’ve ignored and stuffed so many other emotions and traumas in my life, that I decided I was going to actually work through this one. It’s been tough, scary, and enlightening. I’ve learned more about myself and enriched my love and thankfulness for my brother, and whatContinue reading “Work”

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